My Crazy poems:

As some of u know i love to write. Even if i dont love all the things i do write lol. Here are some new ones ive been working on :

R.N:

The night held more sound than images. 

The raindrops

rippling against the windows.

The swishing of tires .

Theses sounds ive become unnaturally fond of.

They have soothed me.

Nights of  needed waves but,

 the best I could get was  the traffic of Austin.

Cars going zag others going zig.

 Echo ripples of rubber and asphalt soothing me to sleep …

Listening to floor boards stretch and creak from the pressures of my neighbor’s feet. “Wonder why they hate us”?

They only hate us cause we’re a reminder of their own financial dept. They don’t want to admit that we all tryn to survive .

That deep down inside ;their just as terrified.

 Wishing we were little kids not mommy and daddies.
Sons, Daughters . Not the care takers of it all……..

Imagine if we stopped…

With actual thought .

we’d notice the conclusions of our actions .

Not the responses of our emotion ready hearts .

#pinkytruth

(*okay so that one needs a lil work. but ya get the picture :)

  

Cool cool waters , soothing cool cool waters …

Always a distant traveler of many oceans enjoying the places u and I created .

Sirens past by . Its nothing new .

we treat them like red and blue flashes of lighting in our atmosphere .

 Emergency vehicles are just Chicago’s mores code.

 We created distant places.

 never forgetting  home and its riches.

 In a sense they were some sort of distorted  replicas  of  our geometrical wombs…

Heart ,water, wind, fire. All consuming  all connected .

all  u and me…

Floating , lazily paddling threw life,..

Sometimes being a pirates of others hearts.

In a moment u can have the treasures of their joy…

Finding the riches that others long and still feeling empty.

Empty – what a word that’s says so much but means so less,,,..

Deciding not to face the darkness alone I turn to u …

Even though my untrusting heart says; not to remain.

Longing answers…

 I know  myself would not dear to  answer.

Wishing u’d understand that i understand….

We can be fearless together and we can also be scared,

Will u please allow me the honor of holding u up the way u have done for me many times in the past.

This trust thing isn’t easy my love , it truly takes two : ) sometimes it feels like a smooth romance other times  it feels like the battle of all battles. Gods vs.Gods….

The sun against  the moon …

The other one to the two….equations so complex , their simplicity  seems nothing but untrue….

#pinkytruth

 (*if u cant tell by now. Its been raining a lot in Chicago.lol must of my new stuff has water implemented in them.)

well thats it for now my beloved supporters please dont be shy. Feed bk is always welcomed . 

<3 lots of love

*Pinky*

Florence + The Machine - Cosmic Love with Lyrics

Love this song.it simply moves me ....

crazy find...

I love these two images. I found them on this poet blog. Here is the link to this blog:
CLICK HERE


If your into poetry and interesting art check it out

My Crazy habit!

So im responsible for the mass genocide of gummie bears on a daily basis.
I go so hard for theses lil fellas.
 See I was a smoker for many years .I recently gave up cigarettes and the only thing that has
truly been helping me. Besides God and my family(no bs) isGummie bears!
Im not kidding. Im smashing multiple bags daily lol...
But hey compared to my former addiction this one far far
better....

Adele - Rumour Has It

Love her new CD 21! check it out! It has sooo much flavor!<3

More Spring trends:

Crazie bout this trend!

Color Blocking!!! Im so excited about color blocking!
The trend is simple yet complex if done incorrectly.
You take 2 to 3 bold colors and break your outfit into sections!
If this is done right you will stand out in a positive way. People eyes will be automatically drawn to the dramatic colors.
To make sure you do this look right DO NOt over accessories ! Cause then you'll look cluttery or tacky!
Simple ascent pieces like metalic belts or a long rope chains, will most likely be your safe zone.
Here are some examples :

These are straight off the runway looks. Dont let them intimidate you. Your only using them as guides. Add your own swagg to it too look more simple or more dressy.

Heres some more simple examples :

The Deep purple jacket w black lace shirt and red satin pants. Look modern and clean.

Love this look , its youthful. Lil rocker flare yet chic!

Heres some that give u an idea how to use the accessories:

Color blocking works with all skin tones if your a pale white id go w the blues and green .,.Dark to brown skin i think reds and oranges work best:

Have fun shoppn!!!
luv pinky!

Britney Spears - Womanizer (Borgore Dubstep Remix)

Still luv this DUBstep remix!!

Japan

Japan -

Even though its been a few weeks since the 8.9 earth quake that hit Japan. I honestly feel people need to continue in their efforts to support the ppl of Japan.

There have been a lot of scams and cons taking advantage of caring ppl of the world. Some have become concerned with how to donate their money safely to Japan. Here are some links that The Better Business Bureau       have deemed safe:

First link to BBB tips for avoiding scams :
Click Here

2.Red Cross (america w links for other countries):
Click Here

3.UNICEF (japan)
Click Here



*prayer for Japan:
Father God, we come to you humble by the devastation our brothers and sisters have endured.
Please send your fleet of angels to continue to stand by them .
Cover them in your warmth and love.A sure them that the world truly cares.
They are not alone...
Please remove the sorrow from their hearts and replace it with hope.
Thank you father in  Jesus  name we pray ..
Amen

Afrojack - Take Over Control (Spencer & Hill Remix)

love this song! thanks carlton for putting me on it

Crazie bout this artist!

THEREALZSWAGG

I stumble across this intriguing artist a few months back and became curious about her music.
I've since become a big fan of hers.
This young MC diva is extremely talented. She was born in nyc
and started her growth as an artist with first being a poet.

Her poetic skills are very apparent in her lyrically pleasing raps.
The best way to discribe her is to say:i see alot of the qualities of some of my all time
favorite mcs in the young artist.

she is like a mixing pot of former greats. Her music is definitly not for
the lil kiddies lol but i truley believe she could combat multi age demographics
so keep an eye out for this one.
remember where u heard it first'
u can find her on twitter @therealzswagg
you can also listen to her songs and freestyles via the link below.
THEREALZSWAGG-CLICK4INFO
now go check her ouy :)
*smooches*

Book of the week

Evermore-
by Alyson Noel

Evermore is is book one in a series called "the immortals". i started reading it on a friday and finished it within 24hrs.
quick summary :
this book is about a 16 year old girl named "Ever" (yea thats really her name lol).
she awakens from a fatal car crash with "special" powers.
she begins to see ppls auras ,and hear others thoughts.

its an interesting quick read.i definitely give it two thumbs up (for lack of better rating analogy) . I started the 2nd book in this series called Blue moon...stay tuned for that review *smooches*

The Janet Jappers!!!

The JanetJappers:
on March 7th 2011 The Janet Jappers performed a dance tribute
to the one and only Ms.Janet Jackson.
The stage for this wonderful and daring performance
was State street. In front of the historical Chicago
Theater! The Jappers danced their hearts off! They faced the bone chilling winds and temps of their beloved city Chicago!
They showed their love for The idol.
As if that wasnt fabulous enough.The Jappers then proceeded to
perform 3 more times in front of the ABC news station! once on live tv they
murdered their routine for the city!
Im truely proud of the jappers.
They showed what true teammanship and deication was all about! If there is one thing i think ppl should take from the Jappers is: Persue your dreams! Never give up on yourself or your team!
I SALUTE THE AMAZINGLY TALENTED AND GRACIOUS JANETJAPPERS!!!

Headed to dress rehearsal. Will be puttn up new posts on sunday! Have great weekend *smooches*

Late night playn w windows paint

up late bored w all social media. decide to go doodle in windows paint....good times lol

Craziee about Spring 2011

I Love ,Love Spring! Its the time of year where i get to blend a lil bit of fall trends w bright colors . Because the weather in chicago is so "Sometimie" i can still rock boots and cute sweaters in the spring which makes me happy .Heres some spring fashion i found interesting.
even if you cant afford off the runway designs , theres cheaper ways mimic theses looks.

Tail hems: have been poppin up a lot. this style of summer dress is where the front is shorter than the bk. almost like a Tux jacket that has the length in the bk. i really like this look cause u, can dress it up by adding Golds and Silvers to make the dresses look more elegant or high fashion. Or u can Dress it down by adding brown belts or jeweled chains and flip flops.Which ever way u choose to rock theses dresses i think they will work for a large group of women.

women w shorter legs can get length from them because of the short cut in the front. women w lil to no booty can get extra volume in the bk. the extra fabric will add sway and flow to ur movement.

Its not just summer dresses that look great w the tail hems. Business skirts and night wear can look just as Fabulous. Heres a couple:

Business chic

Night Wear chic


Stores like H&M , Gap, Guess are now starting to implement theses styles in their spring lines. happy huntings luvs!

Crazy for Denying ur Crown!

 Finding the power to rule your own destiny is a beautiful thing!
I say finding the power because most of our lives we are taught  that  ;we are limited to only a certain level of greatness . Based on our cultural , religious views or social status .
 Thoughts  like :"well it would be so cool if i was a singer,but thats imposibble cause too many other ppl have that dream"....WTF so what if they do ! 
Think about it, by excepting the limitations that socity places on you.  Your voluntarily giving Your dreams away.  As if they are worthless.... 
Then we replace them with jobs and careers we Fn hate! Yet people wonder why depression is ramped in the US!  Cause "self pity" is Americas  favorite hobbie besides capitalism. The Journey to claiming your kingdom or empire in my opinion starts with freeing yourself of all of the mental shackles that tell u to remain small and insignificant.
Whats wrong with thinking that you are  worthy of having more than  you have now or ever dreamed of?? They tell you that your cocky ,selfish or vain. Well news flash  people you need a little of all those things to stand out from the crowd! Self confidence is a self taught behavior! 
Wake the hell up !! make your dreams a reality! stop waiting for them to fall into your lazy lap! 
 I can already hear the Haters ..."pinkys telling ppl they can be rich ,have diddy money blah ,blah,blah! well guess what haters your FUCKN right i am sayn that! 
Anybody can step up and grab their dreams if they REALLY truly want it! Forget want ...i mean they rather DIE trying than except failure! also im not just sayn taking your crown is all about the dollars. You cant build a castle with out workers . You have to learn to be a great leader! By showing others that you have faith in yourself is the most powerful thing! 
More powerful than FEAR!  Cause thats gonna make them long to mirror your self LOVE . Getting the cheddar is swell ,the bigger question is can you keep it and increase it??? I could rant about following your dreams till my face turned blue, but im not gonna. Im just trying to open peoples minds. Let ya'll see My personal joy in excepting all within me good and bad. now nothing can hold me back NOT EVEN ME!  Follow Your dreams loves, take your crowns bk!!
yours truly 
Pinky

Trying to not loose ones cool is not easy. Especially when ur surrounded by Loons! Such is my case. I love and adore my family BUT sHhht! Sometimes *OoOooooo*

Crazed Wish list

So Recently my love of make up has returned. Im not a fan of over doing the make up thing ladies a lil goes a long way. Now what i cant live with out is my mascara ,eye shadow and last but not least my LIP GLOSS!! i swear i LOve when my lips look amazing!

 Even though i i love my lippy glossay (lol) i often make sure i dont abuse it! you know what im talking about applying 2pounds of lip gloss looking like u been eating greasy chicken (*chuckles). i only use a lil bit at a time.
also gloss w color tints are great! i actually prefer them to lipstick. You can wear a light tint gloss during the day for work or school , and a darker bolder tint for night wear and going out.
Not every gloss is meant for EVERY body. i say try cheaper glosses at first. Like the ones u can buy at the beauty supply store. test the colors out then go for a bigger brand later by matching and comparing the colors. This way You wont waste ur money until u find ur fav tint and gloss.
Now i have found something that i want so bad !!

Juicy Couture Pave Diamond Lip Gloss Ring!!!!!!!
Really, how adorable is this lip gloss ring? Exclusive to Sephora, the tiny gold ring is adorned in pink crystals and contains a tiny pot of light pink gloss and mirror inside. $68. www.sephora.com.

I know ,...I know...This is clearly a flashy overpriced lip gloss but , Damn i want it like a fat kid wants cake! its Too cute! I mean really it shouldnt shock u that i want it , pink diamonds + lip gloss BABy SUPER BYYYE!

So This is the item im crazy for ....Smooches..........

LOve me Hate me !

Shout out to my haters! Ya'll never fail to come when a Lady such as myself is trying to better herself! 

When i was younger it would bother me deeply how  some ppl always had something bad to say about me,no matter how well i was doing. Now....Baby bye! I woke up one day and decided that im (excuse my French) the fucking shit! Self realization is a beautiful thing my fellow crazies . You all deserve to be happy even the haters. lol . Im gonna keep living my life for ME! i suggest ya'll do the same. *** smooches*** 

I hope everyone is having a great Vday! I know I am *wink. Lol have fun be safe and wrap it up!! No Vday babies. Unless ya want them!! Lol