R.N:
The night held more sound than images.
The raindrops
rippling against the windows.
The swishing of tires .
Theses sounds ive become unnaturally fond of.
They have soothed me.
Nights of needed waves but,
the best I could get was the traffic of Austin
Cars going zag others going zig.
Echo ripples of rubber and asphalt soothing me to sleep …
Listening to floor boards stretch and creak from the pressures of my neighbor’s feet. “Wonder why they hate us”?
They only hate us cause we’re a reminder of their own financial dept. They don’t want to admit that we all tryn to survive .
That deep down inside ;their just as terrified.
Wishing we were little kids not mommy and daddies.
Sons, Daughters . Not the care takers of it all……..
Sons, Daughters . Not the care takers of it all……..
Imagine if we stopped…
With actual thought .
we’d notice the conclusions of our actions .
Not the responses of our emotion ready hearts .
#pinkytruth
(*okay so that one needs a lil work. but ya get the picture :)
Cool cool waters , soothing cool cool waters …
Always a distant traveler of many oceans enjoying the places u and I created .
Sirens past by . Its nothing new .
we treat them like red and blue flashes of lighting in our atmosphere .
Emergency vehicles are just Chicago
We created distant places.
never forgetting home and its riches.
In a sense they were some sort of distorted replicas of our geometrical wombs…
Heart ,water, wind, fire. All consuming all connected .
all u and me…
Floating , lazily paddling threw life,..
Sometimes being a pirates of others hearts.
In a moment u can have the treasures of their joy…
Finding the riches that others long and still feeling empty.
Empty – what a word that’s says so much but means so less,,,..
Deciding not to face the darkness alone I turn to u …
Even though my untrusting heart says; not to remain.
Longing answers…
I know myself would not dear to answer.
Wishing u’d understand that i understand….
We can be fearless together and we can also be scared,
Will u please allow me the honor of holding u up the way u have done for me many times in the past.
This trust thing isn’t easy my love , it truly takes two : ) sometimes it feels like a smooth romance other times it feels like the battle of all battles. Gods vs.Gods….
The sun against the moon …
The other one to the two….equations so complex , their simplicity seems nothing but untrue….
#pinkytruth
*Pinky*
